Rape Tale pt 2 (written in 2005)

The Police Constable who's been dealing with my accusation over the past year & a bit recently left a message on my answer machine. He informed me that the CPS (Crown Prosecution Service) have decided that they wont be going ahead with prosecuting the man who raped me when I was a boy. The Police contacted friends I'd told about it & two people who've counselled me over the past few years but I guess that wasn't enough. I hope that didn't sound bitter or angry by the way because I'm not & me reporting this thing was NEVER about a day in court, revenge or justice. If, by the way you don't know what I'm talking about (or would care to read more) then please see the previous post of mine here. I'm not sure how I feel about it but will write more soon. Comments on this matter would be most welcome. Thanks for reading.